About Me

Just your average Journalism School drop-out trying desperately to ignite her love for writing once again and decide where to go next in her life.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Seven Letters

Forever. It's just a word, right? Seven letters shouldn't be so intimidating. But nothing can bring so much excitement and complete fear like that word.

What does it mean? Forever. Until the end of time. Always. The complete opposite of temporary. It's meaning that you're always there. Forever. No one can properly define the word. Because no one actually knows what forever means. No one's actually experienced it. Because once you reach forever - forever is over. Forever becomes never. The fear of "will I make it to forever" gets lost and has an answer. But you'll never be able to tell anyone. To tell them that - forever - it's not that scary. It is possible. You've just got to keep hanging on. Because you will get to forever eventually. And you'll realize you had nothing to worry about in the first place. Because forever is bound to happen eventually. Don't fear that seven letter word. Don't event think about it. Because you'll spend your whole life wondering what it's all about. And there's a thousand and one better things to wonder about.

Forever. It really is just a word. A word we use to hide our lives worth of fears into. And that's not really fair. It's just seven letters. It can't hold your whole life. It can't hold your forever.

Welcome back...

After over a year long hiatus of trying to find myself. I'm back. Back to where I feel most comfortable. This blog doesn't have an actual purpose or direction - but that's where I am in my life right now. I don't know where I'm going, don't know where I'll end up, but I'm sure the journey will be something I'll never want to forget.

So join me. As I decide my future. Figure out my past and get back to my true passions. I may not know where I'm going, but I'm more excited for the journey there anyway.